work all night.... sleep all day

life can get so stressful. it seems like all i have time for is reading and working. yeah i get a small nap at night.... but that is never enough.... i have gotten 3 books out of the way... but i am now reading this one book that seems like it will take a few days at least of just pure reading to get through. it is so long. i am hoping to get through a section or 2 today.. but i dont know if that is going to happen. we will see im sure. i think being outside all the time is starting to wear down on me as well. i think i am a few shades darker now... which is kindof scary considering i havent left for the desert yet. but yeah... i think i am actually only gonna work 1 day this week. i didnt mean for that to happen... but i think i am gonna have to stay home tomorrow. but anyway... i am really tired... and have a bunch of reading to do. so i will let this post trail away to nothing.