Cancellation

today i was supposed to go to lunch with my old youth pastor, billy. he called me up right before i was going to leave to meet him and had to cancel. he had a good excuse, but it still stinks. it seems like everytime you get your hopes up... they only fall harder. life seems full of disappointment. sometimes though something in you says i am going to take the risk. you let yourself become vulnerable and then you either are fulfilled or fall harder than you could of ever dreamed. sometimes i wonder is it worth it?