i sit
i stare
i laugh
i cry
what happens next
i dont know
what happens now
i dont know
what happened then...
i still dont know
i run forward
full force but timid
timid of where my foot lands
timid of where my foot is
timidity is wrong though
so i run hard
it wont stop me
yet i still long to know
to know why
go left
walk right
bow down
stand up
i must do
but i mustn't question
i must meditate
but i mustn't think
easy said
hard to do
do
don't try
leave
don't stay
win
don't lose
already won
but still must run
race still going
tired
but rested
unknown
but peaceful
scarred
but healed
all that matters is known
yet
minds chase
understanding wanted
understanding of why
whys aren't for me
running is for me
tiredness
each step
becomes rest
peace
all other things
i must leave
unknown
