well...

it is amazing how much time matters in this life. here i am sitting in my chair thinking about all the crap i have to get done and how fast i need to do it. it is impossible. i have to read a book in a couple of days... ill get it done... but it will be close. i am way tired and am finding it hard to motivate... but it will get done... i have several papers that i still need to write... those will get incompletes most likely... but i will try... i dont know whatelse to think. its just funny... back in Jordan everything moved so slow. it was great. life was relaxed. here it is crazy. i am getting really stressed again and falling back into the same old distractions... plus some. how great it is. i know i need to get to work... but i could really care less to tell you the truth. i am still tired from the trip and i dont seem to be getting anymore awake... but thus is life right.... but ok... if you have any suggestions let me know... i think now i am going to sink into the bed. talk to you later.

home

alright... it is official... i made it home.... i am sitting on my floor, not in an internet cafe. ok... well... it has been a crazy 33 hours of flying... shouldnt ever happen. but anyway... this is going to be super short. i am getting overwhelmed with everything that i have to get done before i leave next... so i will talk to you all later.

ok.... few more days

alright well.... we were supposed to stop working yesterday... but now i dont know when that will happen... we worked today and we might work tomorrow. the area that i joined a couple days before the end of the dig.... is the last to be done. so while some get to stay home from work i am in the field.... all in good fun... its ok. they are doing work back at camp... but anyway.... i know this may not post right... but i am going to try my hardest to figure out what is going on with this thing... this is my third post sense petra and something is just not working right... we will see.... but yes today we confirmed tickets. so hopefully i will make it home ok... i still have yet to pack. i have yet to do anything. it should be interesting. i maybe tired enough to sleep most of the flight back. that would be nice. but ok... i dont really know whatelse to say. we have said goodbyes to a lot of our friends that we have made here over the summer. it is really sad... i miss them all already. sheugel halas. work finished. with that.... goes most of our contact with the jordanians. it has been good though... i think i have dinner invitations like every night i have left here. it is great. i think i actually got adopted into one of the families here... i dont know how that happened. or why they like me so much but... whatever.... but ok... now i really should be going... i think i am about to get my last schwarma at my favorite resturant... sad day....